Epiphany

I had this realization last night, it's really ironic actually; I can't really say much about it since it's involves a lot of secrets (mine and others and some that I don't know so can only make guesses) but I finally realized that something I did over a year ago is having some effects on today (big surprise) and I just don't like the results. This is only one of reasons but at least it is one reason and something I can see is my own fault at least.